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Falling Faster than IdealizedFell off this structure faster than idealizedThought time would slow down enough so I could realizeBut It was too late, I was falling downBut It was too late, I was on the groundI tried to reach, hold onto the cloudsHoping to keep me from the crowdsThat surround the yellow tapeTo cover me with whiteEverything seems to beOut of place tonightBefore this, I swear nobody would careThe arms or words nobody would shareIf only courage was enoughBut sadly it is notI'm falling off this structure, faster than idealizedThought time would slow down enough so I could realizeI wasn't that weak, it's just that courage is not enoughBut it was too late, and I was on the ground
A War Inside MyselfI always find myself at the end of storiesnightmares by the morningThe cold weather is a warningOf a war that I have been avoidingI guess I've always known thisClear the past foreverI don't care if I forgetI always knew that you would never love meYou would never love meI don't know how I fellIncarcerated in this on-man cellI can really only blame myselfClear the past foreverI don't care if I forgetMy heart tells me, do as I sayMy mind tells me, don't listen to itOhh but if I could only gain controlWould I pull the trigger?I always find myself at the end of storiesnightmares by the morningThe cold weather is a warningOf a war that I have been avoiding
Boulder and Cherry TreeI always find myself.. in this same exact spot.sitting for hours on this cold, hard boulder.above a dying cherry treeits been dying for years now,but it seems to clingthe grass is dark, the sky is blackit tries to consume me, i know itthis world, this world of melancholicsi can hear the wind callingthe sound of evil anticsalways rapidly surroundedby ghost, souls and bansheesthey want meand sometimes they blind metheir eyes, they glow with hatredi feel it, it crawls all overit sparks an adrenalineits why I've come for so many yearsfor the excitement that i geta rush of eviltempting metrying to swallow me wholethinking it can trap mebut it fears mei laugh, i laughbecause it fears mei challenge it, and it always backs awayi always find myself, leaving this same exact spotwhere i sit for hours on this cold hard boulderabove a dying cherry treeits been dying for years nowbut it seems to clingi miss them so muchbut i will not be consumed
PerhapsPerhaps,... perhapssome of us are brokensome of us are lostsome of us are tiredand some of are notPerhaps,...perhapssome of us are dangeroussome of us are scaredsome of us are lonelyand some of us are notPerhaps,...perhapssome of us are fallingsome of us are crashingsome of us are dyingand some of us are notperhaps,...perhapssome of us are happybut most of us are not